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Old 08-31-2015, 03:46 AM
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SnoozyQ
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Originally Posted by Dee74 View Post
It's a bleak place to be Wendy - and your inner addict will pummel you with fear and doubt and make that last hurrah sound like the sanest and safest thing thing in the world.

I understand too why you had the siren call yesterday and drank - I did stuff like that too.

This is scary stuff, even tho it's a move forward...but please - don't listen to that voice tonight - it's done.

Its reign of terror is over




Be safe and be ready for that call tomorrow whenever it comes, ok?

This is the cusp of a new beginning Wendy - but also a return to the real you

God bless
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Yes Dee , it's over , it's finally going to be over. I need to find out what my higher power is now. I don't believe inGod anymore ( I don't think ) ( I just don't know) I had it shoved down my neck as a young catholic girl. I had a fear of God

I don't know what I need to be honest , what even is a higher power if you don't know what you believe in ?
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