Is there really anything stopping you from doing whatever you like or becoming who you want to be?
I can't seem to figure out who that is... nor what I would like to do... it's a very annoying feeling. Being depressed, knowing you can probably do something about it but not knowing what or having the energy to do it and the AV in your ear.
I was such a fun drunk that everyone liked having me around. Probably some of that was entertainment factor (which I'm not proud of) but now I don't feel fun. And I don't feel "deep" or "thoughtful" or especially "caring" either - just kind of here. Guess I'm going to have to start trying some things.
It's really frustrating - I want to feel better - want to enjoy this sobriety - just still taking it one day at a time. Very proud I didn't get a drink at the lounge today. Once I get on the flight I'll start movies which helps me. Just a bit lost I guess
Thanks for the response Dee