Hello! I had a great day yesterday! I felt hopeful, I felt able to look at my mistakes and the future mess I must deal with due to them, and think that out of the trial/pain will spring a better future. Then I couldn't sleep and am having a very low day today. I hate how moods can shift!!! I also hate my lifelong battle with anxiety. Will be having several get togethers with drinking friends. I am so mad at the misery that alcohol caused me, I am not going to partake. I look back at my former failed attempts and want to cringe. I keep thinking that if I would have stopped sooner things would be so much better now. Ah well, can only move forward, that is life😀. Have a great Saturday and be strong!
Lilly