I feel like I am having a nervous breakdown right now. I don't want to drink.... I just want to escape all of the crap that is being thrown at me. I love teaching and I am darn good at it, but I almost just feel like telling my school to kiss my a$$ right now. I have been positive for 3 weeks but I can't turn a blind eye to the things that are going on at my school right now. I honestly need to go see my doctor because I have been having major stomach issues for a month or so but my district has put the fear of God in us this week.... I feel like I will never be able to take time off again. My family has a history of colon cancer and ulcerated colitis. I honestly feel like if this is how the school year is going to go before it has even started that I will end up in the hospital. I just wish I knew what to do right now.