I'm glad you are taking steps to help you stay off the drink Muhv.
But I worry that you "need" this to stop you from drinking. What is the underlying factor that "causes" you to drink when not on antabuse?
This is an aid to get you over a hump I believe. You must also work on you own 'mind control' efforts to stop drinking. If suddenly these drugs disappeared, how would you prevent yourself from drinking? That is something you must work on. Depending on a pill for the fear factor shouldn't be the one thing that keeps you from drinking.
Glad you are reading, stop in and say hello more oftern. I was thinking the same thing - where is everyone?