GB,
I notice that I can't remember things and have processing issues when I started going more and more days without alcohol. If I fall back and drink, the starting over for me is literal, and one day I'm feeling like, it may not heal. More recently I've been hearing that small voice of reason telling me that I didn't need to do this,(drink). I have a roaring AV. I can look back and remember this tiny voice. I've got to listen to it, even if I buy a bottle of booze and throw it out of the window. It seems silly to me to tell ppl on here the stupid things I do, but understanding what you're going through makes a huge difference. I've had a day, today, all over the place , but I'm thankful for my wife trying to be there for me past few days. Frankly I wouldn't put up with my problematic self. I'm way worse of an a--, when I'm trying to stay dry. Couple of bumps been identified.
I've never physically written a plan down. I read on here all the time that ppl do that. May give it a try.
God knows I can't remember crap, while trying to tough out beginning recovery.
Sober Tuesday night.
Gnite, yall