Back up to day 10.
FABL I understand the feeling of relief I am like that about the long term relationship I left. The one I keep getting silly over was never really a relationship lets face it. We were never official as he never left her. My feelings still swing on that but I have removed his contact details from phone and online so that it's easier to steer clear and not be tempted to leave messages. I am darn well adorable and if he couldn't see that or that me living in limbo was hurting me well
I am not happy I hurt his feelings but it is a shame he couldn't see how much he was hurting mine.
Still feel kind of run down but I know I need to get up my job hunting motivation and stuff. Can't seem to get going and feel kind of achey and have a sore head. Probably as I am still not sleeping right. Had to lie a bit on my job hunting book and I hate doing that as I do really want to find something. Just been really struggling to get on with anything.