I just read the entire thread and it was like a punch in the gut. I see myself in so many of the stories. I rotated liquor shops and those wine mini-bottles, yup, that was me. But it's in the past now. It isn't my present and will not be my future.
The one thing I am very grateful for is that I was able to stop drinking completely during my pregnancy. The thought of that baby born with FAS breaks my heart.
Delfin