Oh my gosh ! Guys I'm new here and so far I never spoke to anyone about my problem until today . I just can't believe what I read , this feeling like those posts were made by me . I thought I was the smart one to go to the different shops, buy things that I don't need with my booze, lying about amounts I drank , hiding empty bottles deep in a bin . I would even do my makeup quickly if I look too drunk so maybe nobody will notice . Couldn't look cashier to his eyes anymore and felt so awkward. I would even pretend to make a call on my phone so the cashier wouldn't talk to me while I check out . How low I was I cant believe it . I know I'm only on my first days of being sober , but I'm determined to change my life and quit drinking for good. Thank you for this post .