And, so, I stop trusting my gut because it feels like my intuition is being torn between my codependent crazy side and the side of me that says, "Relax, more will be revealed. Take it one day a time and just enjoy what is good and what is really working well for right now.
This is big progress! I've learned not to trust "the voices", the codependent tape that runs in my head. I also double-check my thinking with a sponsor, who will point it out when I'm projecting or have expectations. It's a process and it gets easier over time. You've come a very long way! Keep doing what you're doing. One day at a time is so important in keeping the focus in now.