Hey all,
Happy sober weekend to all. I just want to share that I felt some shame last night when my coworker who saw me wasted last month made some teasing comments to me about it. He has kept his word in not telling other colleagues (thank goodness) but when he had a moment at a social event with nobody else within earshot he teased me a little about it. He's not a malicious person, he thinks he's being funny. I am working hard on not beating myself up for something I cannot change. I am even trying little tricks like remembering the times I've seen someone wasted and thinking about how long that memory stuck with me....not very long.
Keeping my head high, as long as I don't drink I know I won't be that wasted person again.
I downloaded the book called Blackout - I think someone here posted a link to an article on it earlier in the thread - and I heard Terry Gross interviewing her on NPR. So far very relatable....
Hugs to all.