BeFree, you have built a good life for yourself since you becpgan your recovery journey, you would throw that all away if you gave in to AV. This last year you were beginning to realise that there is life after drink, that you can have sober fun. I feel you need to remember that it is your addiction and not you that wants that first drink. Please care enough about yourself not to listen.
Fradley I am glad I was able to help. You will definitely earn brownie points, but more, you will have such fun! Kids come out with some great things, maybe you can teach them a song! ( my MIL taught all her grandchildren and now great grandchildren risqué poetry!! Lol) I'm sure you will have fun.
Keep on keeping on Undies