Hey Fradley,
Thinking about your AV:
"OK, you've cracked this. You win. Now what?"
Could be lulling you into a false sense of security? If it can convince you that the job's done then there's a chance you may stop working on your sobriety, thereby playing right into its hands.
Just something that occurred to me.
Nice to hear you're enjoying your music. It's interesting to see how differently sobriety works with different people. Personally I haven't written a note for months and have hardly picked up an instrument. I started a new gypsy jazz piece recently but finding it hard to centre. Maybe playing music is just a bit difficult for me at the moment as it's been so hard (but necessary) to let go of that part of my life.
Anyway, hope you're all having a good day. Take care
