An odd thing. When I start feeling happy and engaged in stuff and social. For some reason I feel like I want a drink to make it complete and more happy. Even though I know it would just make me loose focus on whatever was engaging me and interesting me, turn into an utter bore and then make me feel really sad. And that's all before the hangover and oh my what did I do THIS time.
It seems utterly perplexing. Why want a drink to enhance feeling good when it might be nice the first glass but it will then just ruin everything about the happy moment. I never cease to marvel at the crazy knots a mind can weave for itself.
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