Weekend was a little hard, but I didn't drink. What helped me (I think) was really changing a lot of my routine. I went to an AA meeting this morning. The whole AA thing is pretty daunting - steps, sponsors. Pretty confused. I just want to never drink again because it's a problem for me. The discussion helped me identify why I think I drink. This isn't easy, but I believe it's better than trying to blot everything out with alcohol