Hey Frank, I totally understand how you're feeling. Two months or so ago I was deeply depressed and just could not for the life of me imagine how things might get any better. I really think there is a good chance that after several weeks on antidepressants you will notice an elevation in your mood. Just be prepared for it to take up to two months and to have to endure side-effects that feel somewhat like anxiety. I was in a pretty bad way, and it worked for me. Just give it time, and be really kind to yourself in the interim. Deep depression is a f'ing awful feeling - no question - but here's hoping the meds make all the difference. I think you may find that luck just turns up on your table and squawks "Hey, buddy, where ya been hidin' out?! Let's go partay!"
If this cat can successfully get out of its predicament....anything is possible! xxx
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