Struggling a bit today guys.
I'm staying in a hotel tonight for a family do. Everyone here knows about the issue but they're all sat in the bar and Ive left as I wasn't comfortable. Nobody in our gang is drinking but others around us were and just meh... I'm not ready for that yet.
Safely tucked away now though and will do some reading until we go out for a meal. Reading how you are all doing helped. I'm not tempted to drink or anything it's just not a place I want to be.