Originally Posted by
beerbgone 
Well I just had an upsetting even take place. Facebook temporarily locked my account. Now that' not that big of a deal. But what concerns me is that the first thing that crossed my mind was beer! A minor upsetting event made me think of beer!
I'm not going to get any and never seriously considered it. The fact that I thought of is what concerns me.
Boy I got a ways to go on this journey.
BBG,
Unfortunately I think that's kind of a normal thing, uncomfortable as it may feel. Nothing "wrong" with you for stopping drinking and having urge/cravings/whatever-u-wanna-call em. I do know the one time I put booze behind me for 3-4 months, it did go away. I sort of tapered backwards. Addiction is bad stuff.
I'm shaking inside thinking about this weekend coming up. I've become yhe worst alcoholic I could be. I don't go out, doesn't matter who I'm around, I'm just a ticking bad event waiting to occur.
I may have smoked pot like 1988, maybe, but I'm feeling like it might help me with the anxiety.
Yea, let's trade one issue for another, more arrest worthy one
