Im crumbling,I know he is next door (ffs) in a drug taking environment,he is still in the same clothes since yesterday,he hasnt washed or brushed his teeth,I just want to knock on the door and talk to him with promises that things will improve,he has nowhere else to go but this neighbour (snake in the grass) Ifeel like Ive done the wrong thing,maybe Ive pushed him too far and he needs better support how to make a life on his own,I feel like Ive gone too far with my actions. I know I want things to change,and I know I want peace,but maybe I wasnt ready for this?