Feeling tired but wired and wound up internally for some reason. Pretty ok day though. My goal for the next week is to try an AA meeting. I think that going through this thing with others is really important for my recovery. I was in denial for so long. Others started noticing and comenting and I was still in denial!! Freaked out as heck about walking into a meeting but why not try another resource that could be helpful. That is what I am thinking anyway. I don't want to ever go back to Day 1. I don't ever want to let everyone I love down again. Anyone else struggling with guilt? I am a lot.
Lilly