Joining the August class. Was in the June class until I dissappeared for a while. I want to join again. I know I need to be here. I WANT to be here. It's just so damn hard sometimes
Even though my problem isn't that BAD (I know some people are worse out than me) I still have a problem. When you start craving a beer and so on it's a problem. And when I have one, I want another one, and then the third one and so on.
I want to live a completely sober life. A life with no alcohol doesn't have to be bad. For me I'm pretty sure a no alcohol life will actually be better than the one I'm living now.. I love the days when I don't drink at all because my mind seems so clear.
Just ranting a little.