In a few days I will be looking at 5 months of sobriety. AND, I guess it's not surprising that my desire to drink has been WILD lately. When that happens I always ask myself the HALT questions, hungry, angry, lonely, tired. And I find I have all of these emotions, especially the last three almost all the time.
My first appointment with my new counselor is on Thursday and I hope I can start to explore who I am sober. At first I thought I wanted to go into marriage counseling with my husband and then thought, I need to find out who I am about before I start dealing with the marriage. I might not even want to bother with counseling with him, what if I don't even want to be married to him anymore?
Rambling, I'm rambling. Sorry. Anyway, GO ME for 5 months and taking that step into counseling.