I felt that way a little at my brother's yesterday, but not triggered really. I was disappointed that it really wasn't that fun. I don't take days for myself very often and was just let down. He was getting pretty buzzed and it frankly got annoying. In the last few years the social aspect of my drinking had pretty much been replaced by drinking alone here at home. I didn't want to be bothered by having to be social when I had drinking to do.
Couldn't be happier that those days are over.....
Good night all.