Originally Posted by
Willow3 
Today is unfortunately day 1 for me again. Feeling sad I failed last night.
Brush yourself off and get back up Willow. Today is also day 1 again for me; I drank 3 beers last night. I'm afraid I have a serious case of addiction ambivalence, so my thinking becomes very selective and I tend to either blur out the bad memories of my drinking or I simply say "screw it" I'm going to drink.
On the plus side, I only drank three beers. And I do have a plan that should help me accept that drinking is no longer the desirable choice and that permanent sobriety is actually a more pleasurable and satisfying way to live.