Thanks, Casey, Martina and Dee. I made it through. After posting here I took my daughter up and rocked her while she took a little catnap. Then I went and picked up Chinese for dinner. When my husband asked if I minded going to get it my AV perked up and said "perfect opportunity to stop at liquor store" but then my 5 yo asked if she could go with me (thank goodness) and my AV slithered away. It knew I wouldn't stop if she was with me. It's almost bedtime now and I am so relieved that I didn't take that first drink. Thanks everyone. Day 7 tomorrow
