Fradley, I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
Welcome SoberRunner! Good to have you here. Day 7 was always my problem. I'd be feeling good and thinking "well, I just went a week so I must not really have a problem!" Which is crazy. In reality if I could only make it a week, I obviously had a BIG problem haha. Once you get past those first two weeks it gets a little easier, or it did for me. Hang in there and post often!