Felt like garbage all day. Horrible til about lunch. Thank god for a few hrs of unconsciousness. Went and got one child then the other a few hrs later. This evening we rode the atv down to the lake and swam. Now moms home, and I'm ready to fall out again. I'm gonna call this day 1, because it's the first day I've said hell with living in shame and pain. Hangovers about 3 days old, but who cares .
Epsom salt bath was a lifesaver. So are you folks !!
If god can forgive me, I've got to move on and climb out of this self imposed prison of cyclical depression/alcohol.