Managed to go out for a meal this evening with my partner and son. We went to a pub on the coast to celebrate my partners success is business. (She's never been a drinker) we had a lovely evening and really enjoyed each other's company. I've been a mean drunk to them both In the past and I'm grateful they have stuck by me. I never even thought of drinking even though I could see it and smell it. I do know however if I had taken a drink I wouldn't be here now posting. Looking forward to day 4.
Please take care everyone, thank you all for the support shown in these pages. If you're struggling hang on. One day at a time.