You all crack me up and make me happy and sad at the same time. Bravery and humor. Maybe the sad is a bit much but I didn't have much sleep.
Mr. Ruby sent a text saying he's a piece of guano and doesn't deserve me or kids, job, etc. That he's thinking of moving out. I was thinking along those lines last night myself and now when I see it in black and white, it's scary and sad. It's easier to be all brave when you're angry. No. I don't want to be single in the long run but it may just be what is in the cards for me. I'm not as cute as I was at 40. I got ma'am-ed today.
So I'm sitting in my car at lunch, warming my cold bones and spilling my angst.