Well, I'm back again. My holiday turned out as badly as I imagined. Taking time off so early into my recovery just left me to open to my own stupid AV. I'm at day 2 now, and the sluggishness of the past ten days or so is starting to loosen its grip. I hate that every time I come back here its with feelings of guilt and remorse rather than happiness or pride. I'm looking to work to a recovery plan from now on, and trying to be the best I can be.