Hey guys so I just made a decision. I am back in 100%. Over the last few months I learned that I am truly a happier person when I don't drink. Yes I get bored and yes sometimes I miss it but after the hell I put myself (and family) through last week I know this is what I need to do. I just sent my husband a message to let him know and he said it makes sense. So here I am back to day 1 and this time it is a real Day 1, not the imaginary one that I have become such good friends with lately.
I will join the August class when it opens up and of course I will check in with you guys every day.
It feels good to get it off my chest to my husband. It feels good to say the words and mean them. It feels good to know that the future is so much brighter than the darkness that has been surrounding me for a month now.
Have a great day! I will check in tonight. :-)