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Old 07-27-2015, 10:09 AM
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mystified
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Originally Posted by SpiritOfDjinn View Post
Thank you secretary! Now that I've passed the 100 day mark, I feel like a hero! I feel like I've fully defeated my addiction and IT. FEELS. GREAT!
As for the job, things are great! I start my new job next week and I'm really looking forward to it. It's going to be a completely new experience for me and I'm grateful to have it. Life is good!!!
I hear ya spirit. 100 days was a huge psychological milestone for me too. I'm currently at 132 days which is the longest time I've been sober (excluding my pregnancies) in over 20 years.

I've realised that the 'numbing' I was indulging myself with was masking some irritating little character flaws (for want of a better word) which are only coming to light now. Being honest with myself is proving more tricky than I thought. Funny how the mind of an addict works isn't it?

I'm committing to participating more regularly here. Perhaps I can work out some of these issues with your support, friends?
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