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Old 07-27-2015, 05:41 AM
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Croissant
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Beautiful pic Bob. Really gorgeous.

Casey, keep posting here...the journey is so worth it. I could barely believe it in the beginning when I was just keeping it together, stuffing my time with things other than alcohol. Those first few months after hard drinking are just a wild ride.

I forget how much of a mess I was. Unable to concentrate at work, periods of total clumsiness, dropping things, vision problems. My body was a total poisoned mess. Including my mind and how I thought. The fears that chased me about people suspecting I was a drunk....the nightmares.

Gosh....you really do forget how bad it was when your alcoholism is raging at full throttle.

Grateful I held on, even when it's been tough.
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