I was going to quit for a long time, but ...the vacation was coming up so.., the holidays would coming so after that.. did that for years.
When I finally decided to quit , it happened to be right before a vacation that was pretty much designed around cocktails and social drinking, I went and stayed sober (nobody more surprised than Me, but I did do it) but I enjoyed the vacation not one little bit.
There never seemed to be a good time to quit, but Now is always the Best time.
wish you well, you can do it, you just have to do it