Originally Posted by
secretary 
Depression running deep today. Playing phone tag with the counseling center to set up an appointment. I guess drinking was the fun part of my life and now I have nothing, which as I write that I know that's not true, I have so much but still feel so empty.
I know those feelings. Wondering what you're going to do to relax because without alcohol, "nothing is fun." Not to mention you start thinking about what you can replace it with. Those thoughts and ideas will fade. Maybe not completely, but to a point that they won't bring you down. You'll get there secretary.