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Old 07-23-2015, 10:30 PM
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notgonnastoptry
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Originally Posted by mecanix View Post
Friday , Friday ,
Used to be one of the worst days for getting through , leave work as early as possible … drunk within 1 hr of getting home .

I was going to go to london and drive this evening but i might do it tomoz morning as i feel tired and it's only 6am here .

I feel an early night coming on

Strange how i went from the oldest teenager i knew staying up till the early hours to now waking up in those early hours and like being an early bird .

This sober life is very comfortable and sustaining .

Onwards !

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No big plans this weekend, but I'll actually be functioning, cooking, and cleaning. Last week I was still feeling really lethargic, but even with that, I was feeling tons better than I was at the height of my drinking career. This weekend, my strength is back, not all of it, but it's getting better by the day.

Most importantly, I'll be in the present, aware and awake and part of, rather than trying to sneak away every 30 minutes to take some nips. I won't be slumped on the couch, lying to everyone that I'm just really tired because of allergies or something.
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