Phoebe I agree, I'm sure you can find a job you'd really enjoy. You're smart and compassionate. And being a mom and caregiver is no joke, hard work! Keep an open mind.
Spirituality is a challenge for me. I do believe there is a creative force, but I can't get my brain around the idea that it "loves" me and is willing to change me if I ask it to. That doesn't quite line up for me, and that was a big challenge for me in AA. Maybe I'll come back to it someday.
Today was a good day. My work was madness, but it worked out well. I'm feeling better, clearer, more positive. I even cooked dinner again. Miracle! Hoping for another good day tomorrow, and I'm feeling some confidence that I can steer my perception and maintain self-awareness. So it's all good.
Best to you guys!