Hey Dee , I believe I miss understood your post. I was going to reply when I first seen it, but I have never suffered from bad headaches . Well except hangover ones
So I didn't think I could be of any help . This isn't even making sense to me . What I want to say is YES It gets so tiring Pushing that feeling away . After some time pass's a Voice comes out in your head and says - You can't hurt me no more - I'm stronger than you are Now
