Hi ArtFriend,
My thoughts a few days ago were along the lines of Soberpota-moose's. I was wondering all day long and then again yesterday if your (subconscious) intention was to push the community away somehow so as to not voluntarily say 'good-bye'. All my dumb posting was in attempt to suss out your intention.
Here's a reach: You started some heavy lifting recently with your lifelong traumas and it would not be unheard of to get wicked pissed at people unconnected to the actual events and experience. Takes one to know one.
Or maybe it is as simple as wanting to drink. And drinkers, drink. Right? No excuses are needed to do so. Which then brings me back to the community that is here for you. We
are all here for you. Not as a pooping post, obviously, but as fellow travelers.
