Sure, I can bring a backpack and actually live at a AA meeting, but that's not really living is that. Eventually you have to go home and deal with your problems, much like leaving a treatment center. The bottom line is that you need to grow up, grow some balls and move on. I don't mean this to inflame anybody, just trying to make a point. It takes hard changes and determination to make any change. Why should alcohol be any different? Look at alcohol like any other problem, Y