this. just this.....
Originally Posted by
Marcher13 
As for not having hit a heart-rending bottom do you really want to see how much you can drink before you've got a dreadful tale to tell?
my bottom came when i got tired of the 'am i' or 'am i not' game and just got sober. accepting my alcoholism has brought me peace. i don't think about alcohol. kinda seems like by accepting and living sober i'm actually more 'normal' as non alcoholics don't think about alcohol either?!
sending good thoughts to you Art. how about experimenting with sobriety for an extended period of time? it might grow on ya! i stopped thinking about should i stop, slow down, quit, switch it up.... and started thinking about sobriety and recovery. i didn't give anything up - i chose something else and focused.
wishing you peace.....