Welcome to the Forum RegenFarmer!!
For me alone in isolation only ended up one way, back to drinking, the reason being my addiction would sell me all the fairytales, myths and the great nostalgia if drinking.
Instead I needed something outside of myself to keep me focused on the task at hand, give me a second opinion on things compared to what my own mind was telling me, something to short circuit those thoughts!!
You'll find loads of support here on SR!!
