Originally Posted by
Verte 
Hey ArtFriend,
You seem to be tortured both with and without the alcohol. Does it really matter what type of alcohol? .... I sense that you are sick of the dance but remain stuck. I think. What is next?
Not really "tortured" per se. I am just rethinking everything. You cannot buy liquor in Texas on Sundays...just beer and wine (I don't get it, but that is the law). That is how I ended up buying the wine, instead of vodka. So it wasn't as if I was "planning to see if I could moderate". I just noticed that I DID moderate with the wine. It was pure chance. I dunno... maybe I am really not an alcoholic??
Thanks for all your responses everyone! I have more to consider for sure.