ArtFriend, I don't know that you'll catch it from anyone. I've been reading your posts long enough to think "what's ArtFriend been drinking now?" when you post. There's a sameness to them. Either it's time to quit or it isn't. Sooner is better than later. If you are intending to quit then buying any alcohol of whatever flavor strikes your fancy this time is a bad idea. You know that full well.
So. Do you want to get and stay sober or not?