Welcome reganfarmer,
This is a great site. I am just coming back after 6 months sober. I have had years of sobriety in the past and then stopped connecting with people and picked up.
I posted here for months and it was terrific!!! Join the July 2015 class so we can all get sober together. It's hard to let go of that miserable feeling of how you let yourself and those you love down...again. You will get support here. Brush it off and keep posting. I'm in the same boat!!
Welcome!!