Funny thing, I've been going day by day and not counting how long it's been until today. I noticed 90 days no alcohol on Sunday. I feel proud of that feat, but I feel I cheated with MJ. Don't know what to make of it really.
I do know this....I was severely addicted to booze. Drinking all day and night every single day towards the end. I'd say I was an (almost) every day drinker for 5 years or more. I was a heavy every day drinker for the last 3yrs, and an all day drunk for about 1.5yrs....eh...probably more like 2.
Bottom line is, I AM proud that I stopped and I AM proud of myself that I have said NO countless times.
I'm only disappointed that I said yes to another mood enhancing substance. Some times I feel I can't stake claim to 90 days. Other times I feel I deserve to.