Just walked to Starbucks for a decaf, past my usual liquor store tonight. Trying to change the routine. Normally I'd be past the point of driving, or even feeling like going anywhere but the bar, spacing out on the couch by now. Surprised how the liquor store held no draw, hope it stays that way as long as possible. The main drag by my apartment is mostly bars and pot dispensaries, lots of vice.
I've been thinking today about how much money I was spending in a haze. Half the time I'd end up buying my fifths or beer after the groceries were closed, so I'd eat a 20-40% markup. Don't need a daily Starbucks habit either, but I was drinking 2-3x the most expensive milkshake's worth a night, so for now it's ok.