I think I have been doing this thing wrong. I have been hitting quick reply but my posts are all going to the bottom. I'l' figure it out!
I have gotten rid of all the alcohol in my house. I am serious about this. I am truly thankful to you all. Even just the welcome message. I know I am not alone in this and it makes it so much less scary.
I too, drank vodka right out of the bottle... Chasing it down with nothing but ice water. Nothing mattered except getting that buzz. You guys/gals are right. Alcohol is not my friend and I don't love it, I need it.
This forum has already been a tremendous help for me.
Sincere thanks