Originally Posted by
trachemys 
I'm just depressed. As in clinically. I don't even know how to describe it. I get this way every once in a while. It's like my biorhythm goes totally negative. I can crush pets and kill babies right now without care. Paint it black.
(((Trachy)))! I do know how that feels. I used to have major depressive disorder and when that hit I'd feel like giving up. I can assure you that it did always pass and I was grateful that i didn't do anything rash like crush pets and kill babies. The best thing I could do when that happened was to keep active and yes, sometimes even smile when I felt I had nothing to smile about. It all helped. I'll be thinking of you and sending happy thoughts your way.