Whew, sore from working out and being old !
Feeling ok though. Better than stressed. This exhaustion/ but no stress is new to me. Been WAYYY too long. Thanks for the view Plath. Going to see counselor tomorrow eve after work. Maybe I can afford to keep going. Shouldn't be an issue if I abstain and use booze money ! I just thought of that. This birthday feels like a wind of change may be starting. It's so different. God bless all of us. Were all struggling, but all in the right direction. Snack to negate the positive workout effect (lol), then hitting the sack. I love my kids. I hope I can hold on to this and be a good daddy to them and husband to my wife.prayers and amen.
Goodnight